Unavoidable

Four done, five total

When these are all done

Can I let go?

 

My heart is racing

As fast as my mind

I can’t think anymore

 

I wish I could

Just not feel this way

But I can’t stop

 

So high

Up there

So scared

Of dying

But you

Made it enjoyable

 

An idea

A gift

So ridiculous

But fun

I should

Think about it

 

Secrets shared

Thoughts revealed

Giddiness grows

And amplified

Will I

Really do it?

 

I start to share

Once things die down

More happiness

Can it happen?

 

And then that game

Then streaks of losing

I guess

That was foreshadowing

 

A chance to say

A chance to ask

I think

I shouldn’t have

 

All things go wrong

But some go quicker

When failure feels the

Safest

 

Tension and things unsaid

Making things feel awkward

Something I should have

Expected

 

Then the final blow

It had to come

I accepted it without

Flinching

 

All these feelings

All these hopes

All this time I

Knew it’d come


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